I just realized I like to equivocate on most important matters

equivocate \ih-KWIV-uh-kayt\, intransitive verb:
To be deliberately ambiguous or unclear in order to mislead or to avoid committing oneself to anything definite.
(dictionary.reference.com)

I guess I have a fear of commitment?

Maybe I’m am plagued by an overwhelming desire to accept the human condition only in shades of grey. Like the band Garbage sang, “I’m only happy when it’s complicated.”